3am

Earlier I was freaking out over all the shit I had to do today, but it really wasn’t as bad as I made it out to be. I stress way too fucking much, man. Ever since taking psychedelics and my worst episode of procrastination last quarter (I got sick by not eating or sleeping much in order to write two term papers the nights before they were due), I’ve been getting so fucking anxious and obsessive over getting shit done on time and getting enough sleep. It wears me out and I can hardly ever relax.

On the bright side, I’m kind of an awesome student now and I’m pretty sure I got an A on my stats midterm today. Work was tedious, but pretty straightforward. I really like my position and coworkers, so much more than my last job. I didn’t get much sleep the night before, though, so I took a 3 hour nap afterward. Now I’m pretty much done with my 3-page paper, so I’m taking this time to procrastinate relax. B)

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